On rainy days

It’s still raining outside and I keep calm in my class, listen the lecturer, but my own mind is not tobe here. I am thinking a lot of things like my test, my future, someone who ignore me and many others….. sometimes I feel bored and complaint about many things about my life, sometimes I also very grateful and thankful about everything that I have in my life….. so it’s really me, someone who have a lot of dreams, even I write down all my dreams in my note…. Sometimes I talk with myself in front of the mirror and makesure that I am ready to continue my life better tomorrow…. And at night I always write down what I want 20 times and also hope tomorrow everything will come true.